Musician74

A little more than 24 hours ago I made a life changing decision. Well, me and another important person involving this decision. I know, I know. Why are you blogging about it when it just happened? The truth is, I still can't believe it's happened, and yet it has. And because of this, my mind has been stormy. A clusterfuck of thoughts are racing through it and honestly, it scares me. I'm so scared right now that I need to write down my thoughts in order to get things straight. Everyone deals with hurt differently, so bear with me, this is my way of coping with it. And to try and put things in order, I thought I'd settle these few things fi

Yes, I am ashamed. This is the second time this year I've gone on dA. Seriously, I haven't been that busy, I just kind of... forgot? ~embarrassedplz (https://www.deviantart.com/embarrassedplz) First time was  last night when I realized I had neglected this site. erps... So to make up, I thought I'd steal borrow! this here quiz thing from Mute-chan to update my journal, make use of the skin feature (aww yiss) and... much more that I forgot about.... Here we go! INSTRUCTIONS: 1. Copy this whole list into your journal (including the instructions, so that other people can understand what it is about). 2. Bold the things that are true about you. < b > Bold < / b > 3.

So yeah, as the title actually suggests, I'm trying to get my shit together. Why? Well, let's see. If I look back at what I have, physically and in my vicinity, then one might think "Hey, she's just overreacting. She's got things straightened out!" or "Yeah, right, whiny baby's just being a spoiled brat, not being grateful for what she has." Wrong. The truth of the matter is that emotionally, I'm scattered all around. I want things, things I can't obtain without hard work, but I never actually do shit about it. :bulletblack: When was the last time I wrote something to soothe my soul? :bulletblack: How long ago did I make a promise that I